If I were to pen my emotions the words in the dictionary are not enough to string together to express my loss.

A LOSS?! that is a mild way of describing the emptiness that refuses to be filled.

GRIEF?! I never knew thus unpleasant companion. Do I embrace you or scream of the despair you have brought to my life?!

LOST?! Four letter words that have new meaning to me. 

We walked blindly each on their own path but muddling through, just trying to fulfil their God given purpose. It seem that you got the memo that it was going to be a short one for you waded through on your own terms.

Its been the longest I have been  without you in my life. 

My story with out you has taken a new texture and I have to settle into it for its forever till we meet to part no more.

This month is going to be hard but I know you will want me to draw out every ounce of good out of it but today forgive me for I bleed.

A moment in this new narrative without Gbolafunmi Olatungbe Folayan Adeyemi.