MARRIAGE

WHY IS IT SO HARD?

I know that life is not fair.

life cannot always be all nice and dandy for us but GOD dam it does it have to be this hard?

I know to those out there this may seem like another moaner, well i think we all to deserve to moan once in a while!

well imagine this:

You grow up to believe in yourself, try to make a name for yourself,

you work hard to make something of yourself -even when u think all is lost u still fight on.

Now along the way life happen- meet someone, "fall-in-love", get married and everything seem to fall out of perspective.

then one day you wake up hating yourself and what you have become an are ready to walk into a watery grave!

Well God knows best for u get 'bitch slapped' back into reality!!!!

It is time to do a 360 and rebuild yourself!

I am trying to do this.

But it is so daunting all i have to rebuild- I mean the work is going to be from inside out!

Lord!

I think the first step is to release it out there!

So I release u!

Stat rebuilding!